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[23 May 2009|06:18am] |
spread your wings
take shape
chasing a butterfly was a big mistake
but its one i had to make
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[03 Apr 2009|05:37am] |
im moving to florida in july.
josh goff is quitting my band, and thank fucking god. i wish i never met the kid.
work blows, but at least now im getting my hours.
im hungry but theres no food.
when it rains it pours.
i miss everyone i havent seen or talked to in a long time. i need fresh air.
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| i got my internet back |
[18 Feb 2009|02:31pm] |
and i got a car.
and the band got a new 15 passenger van (home #2)
and i got a sinus infection
and i got bills.
and i gotta get the fuck out of bed and over to the bank pronto.
who missed me? (...from livejournal)
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| yay for tour! |
[05 Dec 2008|02:51pm] |
listen to my band.
myspace.com/atavan
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[21 Sep 2008|08:47pm] |
Miss Jones taught me english
But I think I just shot her son
‘Cause he owed me money
With a bullet in the chest you can not run
Now he’s bleeding in a vacant lot
The one in the summer where we used to smoke pot
I guess I didn’t mean it
But man you shoulda seen it
His flesh explode
Slow motion see me let go
We tend to die young
Slow motion see me let go
What a brother knows
Slow motion see me let go
Now the cops will get me
But girl if you will let me
I’ll take your pants off
I got a little bit of blow we could both get off
Later bathing in the afterglow
Two lines of coke I cut with Drano
And her nose starts to bleed
A most beautiful ruby red
Slow motion see me let go
We’ll remember these days
Slow motion see me let go
Urban life decay
Slow motion see me let go
And at home my sister’s eating paint chips again
Maybe that’s why she’s insane
I shut the door to the moaning
And I shoot smack in veins
Wouldn’t you?
See my neighbor’s beating his wife
Because he hates his life
There’s a knock to his fist as he swings
Oh man what a beautiful thing
And death slides close to me
Won’t grow old to be
A junkie wino creep
Hollywood glamorized my wrath
I’m a young urban psychopath
I incite murder for your entertainment
‘Cause I needed the money, what’s your excuse?
The joke’s on you
Slow motion see me let go
Oh yeah
Slow motion see me let go, oh
Slow motion see me let go, oh
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| dont fucking judge me |
[10 Sep 2008|05:11am] |
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i've been doing nothing but opening my heart and broadening my horizons. its sweet
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[08 Sep 2008|05:58am] |
its part awkward and part awesome to see so many people still actively using livejournal.
hell yes.
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[18 Aug 2008|07:08pm] |
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"I've got the perfect song for you, it says, 'if you ride the waves then they will ride you too.' Once you hear it you'll be blue cause every word speaks out to you, but its a shame cause its the worst song ever."
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[07 Aug 2008|01:51pm] |
do what you do. im just tryin to survive at this point. you've fucked everything up, but you want to be my friend?
this shit is the worst shit to ever happen to me.
either fix it or regret the biggest mistake of your life. i will make you miserable.
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[02 Aug 2008|08:01am] |
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its rough.
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[29 Jun 2008|09:56pm] |
kickin it in omaha.
fuck yeah.
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| i havent left my bed in 3 days |
[24 May 2008|04:02am] |
and im still sick as fuck.... how is that fair?
my nose just started to bleed too. for 10 minutes. now my sore throat has died blood in it to make it worse. if i dont wake up feeling better tomorrow, then im not too sure i even want to wake up.
fuck.
sidenote. this is my computers new background.
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| p.s. |
[22 May 2008|11:29pm] |
before i forget anna wanted me to post ljs more often, soooooooo
im really sick. today yesterday and probably tomorrow. hopefully not saturday. i havent left my bed other than to pee, poo, or visit the doctor in 2 days. i hurt.
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| pawn shops rule |
[22 May 2008|11:25pm] |
things like this (the laptop not the asian chick)  cost me $450 instead of $1100.
i win.
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[28 Apr 2008|04:35pm] |
ok
im starting right now
im going to lose 15 pounds by june.
go!
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| ATAVAN has a facebook!!! :) |
[03 Mar 2008|12:26pm] |
Everyone with a facebook should go check it out and be our fan!!
here is the link to see the page, dont forget you have to be logged in to view the page!
Also don't forget these fun things:
-We are posting a new song this coming friday night on our purevolume.
-We have a super rad awesome sweet show coming up on 3/11 with Just Surrender.
-We love comments.... and you!.
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[24 Feb 2008|05:39am] |
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man up big boy!
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[28 Jan 2008|05:36am] |
its been a just about two months.
everything's been so weird for me lately. I've got no car and no money. pretty much no job. but I've got the best opportunity my life's ever given me so far.
i leave saturday night to go to new windsor, new york for just under 2 weeks.
my sleep schedule is all fucked up. i really feel like everything is fucked up. but im doing fine. i know everything is how it should be.
i just want to speed up the clock. everything i have planned for summer, if it could be now, that would be amazing.
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[09 Nov 2007|03:39pm] |
i need a hair cut and a change of pace.
im such a bum today, and im lovin it.
fuck.
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[05 Sep 2007|12:41am] |
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i leave for tour on the west coast in 13 hours.
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[29 Aug 2007|04:48am] |
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i done switched up mah lj. fuck!
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[17 Aug 2007|03:14am] |
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i just don't know, man.
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[15 Aug 2007|02:33am] |
look up to the ceiling, put your hands on the wall
who will be there to catch you when you fall
and when the whole world is shaking
does it even matter at all?
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| honestly |
[05 Aug 2007|03:36am] |
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i gotta get up and motivate myself.
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[30 Jul 2007|01:44am] |
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wow.
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[21 Jul 2007|12:14am] |
big picture: i want more
little picture: i want less.
what am i doing to myself exactly.
my boss pretty much made me his bitch, and im gonna be ecstatic to fuck him over when i leave this job.
i've lost touch with a lot of people and things. this move really fucked me up and im trying to get my shit together, but instead im not dealing with anything. Maybe for the moment tryin to have fun is okay. i'm not sure. right now, im just wishing things were different.
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[24 Jun 2007|02:56am] |
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what a life....
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[20 May 2007|09:22pm] |
everything in my life is disappearing. i wish i could just feel sorry for myself.
too bad I've got high hopes, and lots of plans. one day I'll hopefully regret not taking any time to really let it out.
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| a new one..... |
[13 Apr 2007|02:40am] |
I'll alleviate the words that matter,
and accentuate the ones that don't.
If we were any better off,
We'd already be at home.
Tonight I'm making sure
that you don't lie down alone.
And if lying leads to laying,
I'll do what i have to
(though I'm one for being honest)
Your neck & our lips & my fingertips
they touch for a moment
it felt like forever.
Let's not waste a single taste, baby.
I'll alleviate the spots that matter,
and accentuate the ones that don't.
Your hair falls like the rain,
but just one night could cause so much pain.
Your eyes they dance away from mine,
they catch for a moment
& stop time, forever.
Look up to the ceiling, you put your hands on the wall,
Who will catch you when you fall?
& when the world is shaking
does it even matter at all?
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